a poem to rachel since she wanted to see..haha

When you feel sad or crying,
You did wish that someone could
lend you a shoulder.

When you feel scared or in a dangerous situation,
You did wish that someone could
hug you or protect you.

When you feel angry or dissapointed,
You did wish that you could
let out your anger on someone.

When you need someone to care about you and love you,
You did wish that someone could
really care about you and love you too.

Well if someone is there for you,
You should be thankful and do back the same thing
that the someone did to you.
And that is what a real caring/luving person is.

Dear blog,
Have you always wish that you could have a very fabulous,sweet,luxurious,and a better life?Or only a normal life that some of you dun even care how worth is your life is?killing yourself or even try to hurt yourself to get some attention or maybe you just dun like ur life at all may bring u to the negatives side.Well i think many of us hope that we could be a princess of its own fairytales...but if u dun hope for a better life i think u should think it over.
Just to tell you that if u think ur life is a mess,try to make a better life by your own.Past its a past,forget it and make a new life which is better.And you think ur life its a mess because of frens or maybe love ,u should think twice or maybe think of more positives things.Do u think someone that hurt or maybe betray u badly that makes u think that ur life is a mess now?Think it over,is he or she the only person u have in your whole entire life?Is he or she worth ?Issit because of someone that makes u think that u want to kill urself so much?Well dun kill urself because of someone cause life is important .We must appreciate our life because some of the people outside there that u dun even know are suffering .Suffering more than us. You should be lucky that you are alive and get to see earth .Enjoy yourself before its too late and dun think nonsense..

Mah birthday party

Dear blog,
Today is mah birthday..my friends planned evrything for me and guess wat?!I dun even know what they are planning for me(called as suprise party)haha..well i m kind of excited,nervous and a liitle scared..
Well first sue ann came to my house we chat and look at ppls blog until siew mei came we went down and play badminton.After that get ready to go gurney..stories begins here....
First place we went was S&j then shop shop till evrybody came...while shooping rachel and siew mei went duno somewhere without telling me..They jus called us to meet at the foodloaf.So we all together meet at foodloaf lor..I ordered kids macoroni so do chia pau,sue ann,siew mei and closed my both eyes ..guess who is tat??Is my bf lai ming yi ..haha.And then he wore me a beautiful necklace which is heart is shape.I was so shocked that time and all i said was omg!!Then eat to play the correct way haha well i did scored haha..hey thx veeat n chat chat then shop shop shop..He so helpful because he help me hold my cupcakalyssa while rachel ordered fettucuine i think so lar..When sitting down at the table time,rachel pass me a box which is full of cupcakes inside.They cupcakes its so beautifull all purple in colour(my fav colour)then opened alyssa and chia pau presents..Rachel and siew mei told me tat yvonne is coming dun ever look behind so i did not lor
Suddenly someone came n es the wholeday...his hand must be kebas ade..kesian haha..
After that we walk to one-stop.While crossing the road,ming yi hold my hand goshh!!He hold my hand ahhhhh!!UNBELIEVEABLE!!UNPREDICTABLE!!Wait!he hold my hand first or wat ?must ask him haha.When we reach at one-stop,Summer/ the lift rosak.We have to use staircase.Imagine form 1st floor to 7 th floor..climbing up the staircase (some of us were so tired and sweeting)haha..Then we played bowling excxept for sue ann cos she do not have socks so while playing bowling,sue ann and siew mei polished their nails..haha all the way playing siew mei grumbled because of her nails..she should have play all finish all first then oni polish mah..apala her..well lmy teached me how ry much ...They forced me n lmy to take pic together look how bad its my frens hor!haha
After that went to mc d to grab some bites haha..saw yokesh at mc d.holy!is she big mouth??hope so not..haha,then chat n chat till evryone when back haha..siew mei followed me home .we make some d.i.y stuff that chia pau gave me as my bufday present.haha then she went back ade...guess wat lmy said wat in d msg!he said tat he wanted to give me a happy birthday hug n say i luv u to me but too bad cos sue ann n siew mei is there..haha miss a chance..sigh so after sm left ,i went to dinner wif my parents .So tats all ppl ..bye and thx to my beloved frens n family..

by,

jayne

Happy birthday to me at last!!!

Dear blog,
Its my birthday at last...well last night msg ming yi(9.30-10) until he went to sleep then another msg from darly(10 at nite) then teng tze sian msg me pulak(11.15-11.45)Msg msg until tat tts slept apala him..should call him sleepy pig.One by one wishing me happy birthday..sigh..haha
Suprisingly,Rachel was the first person who wished me Happy bithday.wow.its 12 o'clock sharp..chun lor,haha.well thank you rachel!!lylas forever..So now its my birthday..Sue ann had came to my house when i m posting tis...SO tats all..

By,
$umm3r/J@yn3

2 more days to go..

Dear blog,
Its two more days to my birthday.Actually I planned not to celebrate at first but suddenly my friends which are rachel and siew mei plan my birthday without my knowing..whoah cool or not??not sure about it..So just hoping that what they are planning actually.To know what they are planning,well i guess i will have to wait till 29 May which is my birthday actually..Well just hoping my bf could come but surely its a no..sob sob..tats all.bye

By,
$umm3r/
j@yne

your created by me at last

Dear blog,
Your created at last by me on 26 May 2008.I m so proud of myself because i make you all by my own without anyones help.So you are created at last and owned by me.You are a place to let my anger n many more emotions out.So thats why i had created you.


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$umm3r/
J@yn3